Nothing profound happened today, which to me, is a good thing. Last night I had broken sleep, dragged myself up at 5:30am and trudged through my first day back to work.
The kids helped my attitude. I was foggy and found myself "short" inside my head, but not outwardly toward them. I was basically on autopilot through the heavy clouds. Today I didn't know what to expect.
Would I be ok?
Would I make eye contact with someone and start to cry?
Would I even make it through the day?
I was ok.
I made eye contact, and didn't cry.
I made it though the day.
This helped:
And all 5 hugs I got today from some of my little people helped.
Hearing kind words from co-workers helped.
Sympathy from others who have been where I am helped.
My dad texting me that he found my mom's engagement ring helped.
The gift of Bailey's helped. 😜
The Mexican dinner delivered to us tonight helped.
I'm thankful for the help.
So many things to be thankful for even in the midst of grief. I'm glad your dad found the engagement ring. I hope you can feel my great big virtual hug! Love ya! 💕💕
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